I can be shy but I love big crowds.
Is that weird?
I get energy from from a mass amount of people gathered together in one place enjoying something - especially concerts or downtown Seattle during Christmas time.
I also get energy from being outside alone. I love listening to the crashing of the waves at the beach, the sounds of bird overhead and all the chit chat happening around me as I lay and focus on the sun hitting my face.
But I hate doing things alone.
Tonight I'm going to Zumba....alone. My sister can't go (I'm a dork and scheduled her to work - yes, she works for me.) I thought about skipping Zumba and going to the gym instead, but tonight is my favorite teacher and I like Zumba better than the treadmill.
I'm trying to break out of my comfort zone but I'm nervous.
I'm not used to doing things alone.