I never realized how many times I would be asked if I wanted a boy or girl.
I just wanted babies.
When I first found out I was pregnant with twins. I was happy they
were healthy. I always felt like I was having boys, or at least one boy.
From the moment I found out I was pregnant at all, I thought "it" was a
As my pregnancy progressed, I daydreamed about my
future Bambinos and when people asked if I wanted boys, girls or one of
each, I told them I didn't really care.
And I truly didn't.
daydreamed about having one of each. About cuddling with them, dressing
the boy like a little man, and fluffing my girl up in ruffled dresses,
and big hair bows. I daydreamed of having two girls and the insane
amount of clothes I would have for them, about playing games with them and reading them stories. I daydreamed about the boys and
reading them stories, B teaching them to throw a ball, and, no matter
which sex they were, watching their sporting games, dance recitals or
any other activity their hearts desire. Most of all, I daydreamed about
being there for them and being present in their lives.
I've pretty much got everything I've ever wanted.