Monday, October 3, 2011

38 Weeks!

38 Weeks! You've been out in this world as long as I carried you inside me. At times, I miss the special time of having you two inside me, but it's been so much fun having you out in this world. I miss feeling you move inside me but you two amaze me with your growth, your personalities and your love.
I loved you the second I found out I was pregnant.

So often, I look at you two and think, they're getting so big! And big you are, although you're still fairly small for your age. Mama wants to keep you small as long as she can :) but you've grown so much since my little Peanut and Lovebug were born.
You've loved your Daddy since the moment you laid eyes on him...this was not that moment
 In the hospital, I was so anxious to see what you two looked like. Would you look like me? Like your Daddy? Like a mix of the both of us? You two mostly resemble Daddy, but I wouldn't have it any other way. You two are the cutest little babies I've ever laid eyes on. Hearing Peanut's cry for the first time, I tried to hold back tears, by the time they pulled Lovebug out, I was a gonner. There was no holding back my tears of joy - you two were the best thing that ever happened to me. I try every day to be the best Mama I can, raise you into loving little citizens of the world and make you proud of every decision I make. I am not just me anymore, I am me and the two of you combined. Every decision I make is for the three of us.
See? Tears. And the dark circles were due to lack of sleep the night before. I was too excited for sleep!

The day you came home, I kept thinking, I have TWO babies! I can't believe I get to be their Mama. I am the luckiest Mama in the world. My nights were sleepless and your appetites insatiable, but your smiles, your coos, your funny faces and your cuddles made everything worthwhile.
We did a lot of this in the beginning.
 I am so happy we've had a chance to spend 76 weeks together, here's to 3,744 more.*  I love you my little Bambinos, I never knew how much I could love another being until you two came along. I love you to the moon and back.


*that means I'll live to 100 years old.

6 comments:

  1. What a beautiful tribute to your life so far with your amazing boys. I wish for you a lifetime of love, happiness, good health and fun for all four of you. I love you all so very much. Thank you for sharing your beautiful family with all of us.

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  2. You just made me tear up.....so sweet. I simply adore the last pic of you sleeping with them. I really need to meet ya'll in person. Like really!!!! ;-)

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  3. they are BEAUTIFUL! Ohmygosh their precious little baby faces. Adorable.

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  4. That is beautiful, Lindsay. There is nothing as strong as a mothers love. I am so thankful that you have the blessing of your boys. Now you understand how much I love you.

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  5. They're just the cutest lil things. Congrats on raising them for 38 weeks, and here's to many many more. :) I love seeing pictures of them--those little faces are to die for. And how sweet that they'll always have each other??

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